cnsb n nga b!

weLL, cnasabi na nga ba,,

magsisimuLa ako ng bLog di ko din naman maaasikaso..

haay

cenxa n no tym 2 write,,, busy with many other things..

C Lola, exams, defense sa research, classes, duty, pagiging secretary pa sa ANSA,,, haay

busy busy now ang lola mo,, hekhekhek

xge, susuLat nlng ako pag may tym at may kasuLat sulat n matindi taLaga,,

haay

yngat nLng kaung lahat...

Trabeculectomy

kapagod ang duty today...

pero at least naman kaming 6 sa group eh nakatig-iisang cases ngayon

Ang nakuha ko today ophtha case (ung sa mata) ... trabeculectomy,,, basta para yan sa glaucoma, awkei?

maswerte na itong shift namin kasi may nakuha kami.

Ang di masyado maswerte young nauna samin, ung morning shift na classmates namin.
Kasi naman 2 lang nakuha nila. madami sana inoperahan kung tutuusin, kaso lahat ligation.

Catholic school kami padimen kaya hindi kami pwede mag-assist sa mga ganyan, ligation, vasectomy and the like... Kaya yun, wala tuloy. Sayang 13 pa naman ang cases nun kanina..

So yan,,, ok naman. Sana bukas ganun uli or mas marami pa, pra masaya, diba?
Para maka-complete na kami ng cases....

O.R. ako bukas, at last!!!!

ui... tomorrow Operating Room ako naka-duty!!!!

Haay naman ang saya!

Sa wakas naman talaga!

tagal ko na kaya hinihintay to.

Kasi po wala pa ko ni isang case sa 5 required cases ng major operations dear.
As in bog! bokya! wala! zero case pa talaga ako dun... Kaya sa kung sino man nagbabasa nito na nursing student din, I bet you understand why i feel happy, diba?

Haay... 4th year na ko. di naman sa totally "virgin" ako sa operating room experience. Ang totoo niyan, naka-assist na ko sa dalawang major operations (thyroidectomy) & (breast mass excision). naka-isang minor op assist na rin ako (Cyst excision) sa ano lang, dito sa thumb, ang cute nga eh... Pero ano kasi, surgical mission yun. Di naman akin ang cases. So technically speaking zero pa rin ang cases ko.

First time ko to assist na hospital setting. Alam ko naman it's a lot different. kaya na-eexcite din ako. bukod sa may case ako, ang masarap talaga dun ay yung experience pare, syempre... Hmmm

Yun nga lang. Strikto talaga pag OR. Ang daming rules at ang daming bawal. Nursing students you know what i'm talking about. At ang mga scissors and forceps 'nyeta talaga magkakamukha diba?!!! ay kaloka naman talaga.

Well, I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Wish me luck! kaya ko yan! Kaya natin yan!!!! go, go, go!!!!! Wohoooo!!!!!

patay ako kina maam at sir,, tsk3

I'm back to writing again...

Thanks to online blogs. I got the enthusiasm to write again. I used to be so interested in writing before, way back when I was in eLementary and high school. Pero alam mo na, things change...

I'm now 4th year College, taking up Nursing. I only write now when it's required. And they're all limited now to reflection papers and the like. things college professors actually require you to write.

See, i neglected one thing that used to make me happy for about 3 or 4 years now. Well, I guess you will really never get over your first love, and writing is my first love. here i am again, coming back, feeling the same sweet familiar feeling i get whenever i write.

You know, I neglected writing by choice din naman. talagang pinili kong wag muna magsusulat. tutal naman Nursing naman ako. Di naman ako Journalism or AB Comm or something. naisip ko, dito na muna ako magcoconcentrate sa mga kailangan sa course ko. So sunog ng kilay sa Nursing naman talaga ang Lola mo.... Haay. But don't get me wrong ha. i love my course and i love the work associated with it,

Isa pang dahilan kaya inabandona ko muna ang pagsulat kasi ng high school, mukhang na-label ata ako eh. tipong ganito, "Sinong Lovely, ah, yung writer?" 'Nyeta, naging apelyido ko pa ngayon ang writer.... Aba!!! Well, ok naman sana. not everyone nakikilala sa ganyan kaya lang pakiramdam ko naging restricting na. Para bang wala na kong alam ibang gawinn kundi sumulat? Anong kala nila sakin, typewriter?! pag tinatanong anong course ko daw pag-College, lahat nag-aasssume Journalism daw, tutal naman writer daw ako. hmp! nag-Nursing nga ako. marami pa kong kayang gawin. ina-underestimate niyo naman ako eh.

So un na nga. talagang inilayo ko ang sarili ko deliberately from writing. Sinagad ko pa. Sabi nila pag magaling magsulat mahina sa salita. Aba, at nagpaka active tuloy ako sa reporting at public speaking and things related to that...

yun na nga kasi... Pero ganun talaga. Writer at heart pa rin talaga siguro ako. Di na ata talaga maaaLis un.

Haay naku, sigurado papatayin ako ng mga teacher ko sa English, Filipino, technical writing, thesis writing, at school paper adviser sa ginagawa ko.

kasi nilalabag ko na ata lahat ng tinuro nila. Sabi sakin be careful of punctuations and capitalizations mo. Ayun, tingnan mo nga kung may maayos pa niyan sa mga gawa ko dito. hahaha

Eto pa, dapat daw stick to one medium daw. English ka mag-start, English all throughout. Pero pano ba yan. Daig pa ang fruit salad sa paghahalu-halo ko ng English, Filipino, Bikol at salitang bakla sa mga gawa ko...

Eto pa, have a clear audience in mind. Ewan ba, sino ba kausap ko sa mga gawa ko, minsan parang Dear Diary, minsan parang may kausap ako isang tao, minsan marami, minsan parang sarili ko lang naman,,, Ay naku, ewan na. bahala na. Ang haba na nga ng blog post kong ito. may magtitiyaga pa bang basahin ito? parang kahit ako ayoko na eh... haay. Ewan na. ewan na talaga.

sorry, excuses, explanations...

Hmmm...

Sorry for bein' so sensitive...

i just didn't like being in that position...

Oh well, I MUST DO something about it this afternoon.....


Well today, i just would like to share how happy I am with my grandmother's fast recovery.
She is sick you know. Spinal stenosis. had a problem with brittle spinal bones so they compress the nerves and impair the function of that nerve... Well i know you're not interested in me discussing Anatomy and physiology so I'll stop at that.

What you need to know is she had difficulty moving (even simple turning motions dear), and her bowel and bladder habits were affected. She lost much control over it. So here i am, assisting her to move, to turn, to sit, to stand, to walk, to put on diapers, to dress, to bathe, to go to the bathroom, to eat, to take medications, etc. etc.

It was a tough job, actually. Well, a good thing that i'm a Nursing student at least I'm quite used to doing some of those things. But it was really difficult. Especially during the first week when mom and I had to do all things because we haven't found a maid yet.

I'm happy because she is showing a lot of improvement. There's an indescribable strength and resilience in my 85-year old grandmother... i really admire her.

I bet a few weeks more and she'll be back to her old self. (hopefully)

There's so much more that i'd like to share and tell you guys but bye for now,,, I've got other things to do...

Ciao. hmmmmmmmmmmm

Sir bernardino,,, grabe!!!

Hmmm... waLa naman....
Ang gaLing galing mo sir, grabe! as in!!!!
Surunggo ako saimo,,, wehehe
Shocks naman talaga...
Maternal and Child nursing ang topic natin abt physiology of pregnancy nakarating tayo sa Anatomy and Physiology to nutrition to chemistry... Ai wow talaga naman! hehe
pero ang galing talaga ah...
Bilib ako, promise!

Parang gusto ka na namin kunin sir para sa Review sa board...
hmmm... nu daw?
pwede kaya?

out of hand...

Sometimes I just don't want so many responsibilities...

Though I know that I can,,, sometimes i have to say, "No."

It's hard to say bye to countless opportunities and learning experiences..

But sometimes things really get OUT OF HAND and I can't handle them anymore...

Alright, call me irresponsible.

But right now, all i know is i have to set my priorities straight.

Why did you people (.........) have to nominate me for that position?

Damn i really don't want to...

yah, I understand that you just believe in my capacities but right now i really don't need added responsibilities...

Sorry guys, but I do appreciate the nomination...

but i don't want to run, that's all.